Hi Gorgeous Girls,
Really, really doing it tough at the moment. Pain not going away, still have pins and needles and numbness in my right leg and busy feeling very sorry for myself. Melissa got her braces today and while she 'thought she was ok' about them, she is feeling a bit blue! Then I pick up Jarrod from School and he is so depressed. I am really worried about Jarrod; I just talked to Rob about it. He has been this way for about 3 weeks. I just can't get him to talk. I'm trying to give him some space, while trying to let him know I am here for him. The most I get out of him is that he feels he has no friends and no-one likes him. What the? I'm not sure where this is coming from but he worries me.
I am still home; not allowed to go back to work or drive very far. I had a small incident driving; my leg froze and well you can imagine it wasn't good. Didn't actually have an accident, but a very close call.
The Doc has changed the pain medication but I don't feel it is helping and I am crying nearly every minute. I did see the (new) Psycologist yesterday and I really like her. Have a few questionnaires to fill out and am seeing her again next week.
I am trying to keep busy but then find I overdo it. I cleaned out the Fridge, cleaned the Washing Machine (did you know how dirty they get?), then sorted all my magazines into date and volume order.... then died! Could tell I did too much!
And I find myself being so damn clumsy... made dinner the other day, went to put the Baking Dish on the Bench, missed and well you can imagine the mess - and of course, I burst into tears; just how many tears does one person have anyway???
Well, sorry to burden you... miss you guys!
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